Ty you for an actual real life experience, and not just bringing me down, as if I MUST work and shut up.
There is a mentality where people must have guessed the carrer of their dreams since they were 5, and for them it's impossible that somebody, in a young ages, realise that they are not in the correct path, and want to change their destiny before it's too late and find their self 50 and full of regrets and sadness.
yeah is 4 years that I'm in this field and i'm unhappy.
1 year in this company, and i was hoping to find a change, that maybe was the old company kind of boring. I mean here I have lot of beneficts (but working enviroments full of problems), and i'm unhappy, everyday. more and more.
I have no interest in the field anymore, to keep myself updated and learn, and this in the long run will create problem to the company as well.
So it's better for everybody if I resign, before becoming a parassite who sucks money out of the company and just try to make his way to the end of the day.
Yeah therapist etc gonna take too long etc. I guess I just face the
consequence, just kind of unfair this system that force u to keep a job you don't like, and they will just force u to find an other one in the same field. Some social/humanitarian part is missing here. Cause not everybody want to be lazy and get money. Some wants to try to change their life, while being helped to pay the rent, after all the contribution they payed.
What's the point of pushing to an other job I hate? make a company lose time, hire me, train me, spend money on me, just to be drepssed and resign after 3 months?
I don't see how this works.
And I appreciate your opinion, always need different point of view.
But yeah I have no plan as im afraid of taking a decision, to end up again in a "dead end" like now, where i'm not incentivated to actualy try again, but shut the f... up and sock in the depressing job. That's why i'm afraid.
I have many interest in life, and I'd be willing to try and fail few of them.
But is not how the society mind set is designed, from what i am experiencing so far.
And i could easily learn french more easily anyway if they pay me a course and i face the language each day. I'm one of the many working in international organisation, and meeting only english speaker people.
I know and understand french, just can't make a fluent sentence yet, as I barelly use it. Just need to put myself in the game.
And so far i've found easily 2 jobs in switzerland, being young and with only a high school diploma. I don't say will be easy, but I have motivation and I find my way.
Yeah but is 4 years that I try, and I can't while my energy are drained out 9 hours per day in front of a screen. I get home, sad, depressed, burning eyes. I can't bother to do anything, let alone go online and understand my life.
I'm 25, I think i've already waited too long in an unhelathy mind set. What's the point?